someday somehow ch.5

Added: Jul 28, 2008

From: ilybubbles101

Duration: 0:43

{ok people I totally forgot about Frankie. So im just going to leave him out. I know that is so bad but I cant really fit him in. sorry} After my shower I came out of the bathroom and saw Kevin sleeping like a baby on his bed with a piece of pizza in his hand. I smiled to myself and walked back to Nick's room. He was sitting up watching TV with a box of pizza. I sat down next to him and took a slice of pizza. I looked at the screen and he was watching Scooby doo re-runs. I knew he was just trying to make me feel better. When we were little we were obsessed with scooby-doo. I laughed and he just looked at me and smiled knowing he had accomplished his task. Making me laugh. After finishing my pizza I laid my head down on Nick's chest. He rubbed my back as if he knew I was thinking about my parents. Which is true he actually did know. He knows me too well. I let a tear escape from my eye. Before I knew it I was waking up to the beautiful sun. I got out of Nick's grasp that he had around my body and looked out the window. The sun seemed extra beautiful today. Like it was trying to tell me something. I remembered today was the memorial and it all seemed to just grab me by the throat to where I couldn't breathe. I ran as fast as I could out of the house. As soon as I got outside I collapsed to the ground breathing in the air. I felt tight arms wrap around me. At first it felt like my dad and it gave me understandable hope but when I looked up it was Mr. Jonas. I hugged him and cried. He was strangely understanding and it gave me faith. Im not sure what in. It just did. we went back inside where everyone was eating breakfast. It was silent the whole time. Again something im used to now. I went upstairs and put on the clothes I had had on the other day because honestly I hadn't even thought of going to buy clothes. Nick seemed to have read my mind as he walked in the room. Nick: so you want to go to the mall today? Ashlee: I don't really want to but I think I might need to Nick: um. Ok. Is that a yes or a no? I let out a sigh Ashlee: that's a yes Nick With that I walked right past him and ran down the stairs hoping I wasn't being to bitchy. Me, Kevin, Joe, and Nick all ended up getting in the car to go to the mall. Apparently the guys cant get enough skinny jeans. On the car ride there we started passing by the memorial. I hadn't even realized I was crying until Nick started rubbing my arm. I looked at him trying to find answers. But there were none. I could see Mr. and Mrs. Jonas crying and a lot of other family members including Jacob. Rain started pouring out of nowhere. I saw lightning in the distance. For some reason I felt like something was pushing me. I screamed for Kevin to stop the car. He did so and I jumped out and started running trying to breathe. I ran to Jacob and hugged him so tight. I could feel everyone's eyes on me. I starting getting even more sad because I could feel everyone's sympathy for me. Jacob held me and kissed my head telling me someday everything was going to be alright. Joe, Nick, and Kevin had all ran after me. By now we were all soaking wet. Right now I could care less. This is a moment in a girls life that you should never have to experience. No one should ever have to feel this pain. Like the whole world is counting on you for something when their really not. Like someone is choking you but your only doing it yourself. This moment seemed to have gone on forever. That is until I felt myself hitting the ground and a lot of peoples shrieks including Nick's voice screaming out my name. Comment and rate

Channel: Entertainment

Tags: someday  somehow 

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